Answering the call!
Posted on Oct 27th, 2006
by 
skidroadrider
skidroadrider
Life is....friggin hilarious.
I had an experience earlier this month that I have been trying to 'integrate' and understand. I'm not completely 'there' and I don't expect to be for quite some time, but as the days pass and my knowledge increases I come to know a little more than the day before. Duh. But it had to be stated.
I experienced two sessions with an intuitive healer. From those sessions came the confirmation of something I have known in my soul but did not have the confidence to accept as fact: I am a healer. A gifted healer.
It's a calling. And if you know anything about callings (if you don't, read "Callings" by Gregg Levoy) you know that they don't usually go away. This one has been stalking me for a while - and there were days when I thought I was ready to answer. Like the time I took the Reiki class. That was three years ago. There have been many other attempts to 'answer the call'. Trying to decide whether or not I could quit my job and attend Bastyr University. Spending hours on the internet researching different healing modalities.
Each time I was convinced that I didn't have enough brains, or have enough time, or have enough money...but I couldn't escape that burning desire.
I am heeding the call. I will follow the signs. I am scared but encouraged. It will be interesting to see how this unfolds over the next few days, months, years!!!!!
I had an experience earlier this month that I have been trying to 'integrate' and understand. I'm not completely 'there' and I don't expect to be for quite some time, but as the days pass and my knowledge increases I come to know a little more than the day before. Duh. But it had to be stated.
I experienced two sessions with an intuitive healer. From those sessions came the confirmation of something I have known in my soul but did not have the confidence to accept as fact: I am a healer. A gifted healer.
It's a calling. And if you know anything about callings (if you don't, read "Callings" by Gregg Levoy) you know that they don't usually go away. This one has been stalking me for a while - and there were days when I thought I was ready to answer. Like the time I took the Reiki class. That was three years ago. There have been many other attempts to 'answer the call'. Trying to decide whether or not I could quit my job and attend Bastyr University. Spending hours on the internet researching different healing modalities.
Each time I was convinced that I didn't have enough brains, or have enough time, or have enough money...but I couldn't escape that burning desire.
I am heeding the call. I will follow the signs. I am scared but encouraged. It will be interesting to see how this unfolds over the next few days, months, years!!!!!
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